It's like those Christians have a different word for everything! 2) Sin
Hespeler, 10
January, 2016 © Scott McAndless
Romans 7:7-25, Psalm 14, Luke
7:36-47
"H
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ello, my name is Scott and I am a
sinner." Of all the
lessons that the Christian church could learn from the world around us, I
suspect that the greatest one would be to borrow that phrase from organizations
like Alcoholics Anonymous and adapt them to the challenges that we face living
as Christians in the world.
Think for a
moment about how that phrase functions within an AA meeting. The most important
part of any meeting is when the various members stand up and share from their
own experience – stories about their personal struggles with addiction and the
problems that have come out of that struggle for themselv
es and the people that they love.
But before they
get into any of that, every single one of them introduces himself or herself as
an alcoholic or an addict. They all say it and that includes both the person
who has not had a single drink in fifteen years and the person who was out
binge drinking a few nights ago. It is a question, not p
rimarily at least, of what they have done so much as a question of who they are. I suspect that the church would be much farther ahead if we would learn to think of what we call our basic problem, sin, along the same lines as how Alcoholics Anonymous thinks about addiction.
rimarily at least, of what they have done so much as a question of who they are. I suspect that the church would be much farther ahead if we would learn to think of what we call our basic problem, sin, along the same lines as how Alcoholics Anonymous thinks about addiction.
But that isn’t
going to be so easy. One of the big problems we have is our whole language
about sin. In fact, I would suggest that our understanding of this word that is
an essential part of our Christian faith is sorely lacking.
What is sin? Sin
is a part of the vocabulary of the world around us. Think about the last time
you heard someone use the word outside of the context of the church. They
probably said something like, “This cake is sinful,” or “Chocolate is my
favourite sin.” And, when it is used like that, what does the word mean? It is
usually a way of speaking about something that is extremely desirable, that you
probably should not have or do, but that you fully intend to indulge in anyway.
If you want to sell a product, sinful is actually a very good way to describe
that product.
So that is how
the world around us uses the word. I’m sure that you all understand that such a
meaning is pretty far from what the Bible means when it uses the world. But, I
would argue, when we use the word in
the church, we don’t do all that much better.
In the church, we
mostly talk about sin in the plural, and refer to all of the little things that
we do wrong. (Though, of course, we are usually much happier to talk about the
little things that other people do
wrong.) For many Christians, that is all that a concern for sin is about:
counting up all the little things (or sometimes big things) that mostly other
people do wrong.
The problem with
that is not that such things don’t matter; they do. We all regularly get things
wrong and we all have to deal with the fallout from that: the people we hurt,
the damage we do to ourselves and to the world around us. But that, as far as
the Bible is concerned, is only the smallest part of our problem with sin.
The Apostle Paul
explains what the real problem with sin is in his letter to the Romans: “I
do not do the good I want,” Paul starts, “but the evil I do not want is
what I do.” He is simply saying that he has problems with the bad things that
he does and his failure to do good things. So, at this point, he is taking
about what we usually talk about when we discuss sin.
But note where he
goes from there: “Now if I do what I do not want, it is no longer I that do
it, but sin that dwells within me.” He just took this whole concept in a
very different direction. Though he has acknowledged that there are problems
with his actions, he is actually saying that his actions are not really where
the problem lies. There is something else – something within him – that is the
real source of his misery and failure. And Paul wants us to focus, not on those
individual actions, but on the internal thing that is causing them.
That is what the
Bible is actually talking about when it talks about sin: an attitude, something
that we carry around within us that gets in the way of us being who we want to
be and that stops us from doing what we really want to do. The basic attitude
that causes us so much trouble is sometimes called pride, but that is
not necessarily the best word to use. Pride, after all, can be a good thing.
There is nothing wrong with having pride in your worthwhile achievements or in
being proud of your friends and the people you love.
No, the attitude
that gets us in trouble is more than just your everyday pride. It is what the
Greeks called hubris, an attitude that puts yourself and your own needs
and desires ahead of everything else – both what is human and what is divine.
It is an attitude, above all, where you try and build yourself up by taking
others down.
In our
relationship with God, hubris means that we try to put ourselves in the place
of God because we think we know best. That is the sin that is described in the
garden at the beginning of the Bible. Adam and Eve’s sin was not that they
disobeyed an order and ate the fruit anyways, it was that they sought to take
the place of God by becoming masters of good and evil.
But it is in our
relationships with other people that we see the destructive power of hubris
most often. This comes out of a basic human assumption (a false assumption by
the way) that honour and self-worth are a zero sum game.
That might take a
bit of explaining. A zero sum game is a system that is closed with no
additional value coming into it. A good example of a zero sum game is the
actual game of Poker. There is only so much money in a poker game – all of the
money that all of the players combined bring to the table. That means that the
only way that you can win at poker is by taking other people’s money. In other
words, you can only win if other people lose. That’s all a zero sum game is.
We all understand
zero sum games because they are simple and straightforward. I win, you lose is
a pretty simple concept. That’s why we often assume that everything in life
works like a zero sum game, even though it is clearly not true. For example, we
assume that things like budgets (government budgets, family budgets and church
budgets) work like that. We assume that there is only a fixed amount of money
coming in and so we make cuts and assume that that is what will balance the
budget.
It usually doesn’t
work because there are some things that you cut and it means that you have less
money coming in. (For example, a church might say that it would be cheaper to
have services every other week without realizing that such a move would
probably also reduce givings in half or even more.) And then, of course, there
are also things that, if you spend more on them, it may actually increase
revenues and you actually end up ahead of the game. Budgeting is so hard
precisely because it is not a zero sum game.
Neither is
self-worth. There is no limit to the value of a human being because we are all
loved by God and God’s love has no limit. So it is quite possible to enhance
your self worth without taking any from anyone else. Indeed, the very idea of
the church is that when we come together we can build each other up and all
gain in value together.
But still we seem
to behave all the time as if it is a zero sum game. In social interactions what
that means is that we behave all the time as if the only way for me to gain
self worth is by devaluing someone else. So that is how hubris works in our
relationships – it leads us to unnecessarily tear other people down in a vain
attempt at building ourselves up.
That is why the
attitude behind our sinfulness is so much more of a problem than the collection
of particular things that we do wrong or fail to do right. In fact, it is
because of hubris that we actually prefer to think of sin in terms of all the
various things that we do wrong. That makes the business of morality seem more
like a zero sum game. It makes it seem like all I have to do is count up all of
the faults and errors of other people and compare them to my own. If I have
fewer faults than other people (and, of course, we are always far more likely
to see other people’s faults than we are to see our own) then it seems like I
win and other people lose.
But morality is
not a zero sum game. As far as I can see, the God that we worship – the God
revealed to us in Jesus Christ – is not interested in our games of who wins and
who loses and will never be impressed if you manage to make yourself look
better by putting somebody else down. That is why our focus on sins – on
mistakes and errors and missteps will never get us to the place where God wants
us to be.
That brings me
back to where I started – with the phrase, “Hello, my name is Scott and I am a
sinner.” I really do think that that is where we ought to start in our worship
as the community of the church together. But you need to understand what I don’t mean by that. I don’t mean that I
have messed up in my life, that I have made mistakes and have regrets. I mean,
yes, have done all of that, but that is not what I mean when I call myself a
sinner.
What I mean is
that I struggle with my own sense of self-worth. I am afraid that I am not good
enough – not good enough for God and not good enough for other people. I am
afraid of being rejected. And so I try to cover up all of that and create worth
for myself and sometimes try and do that by putting down other people or
exploiting things or people. And that struggle is my problem. It is a problem I
should not have because I am valuable and so are you. We are valuable and
important (if for no other reason) because God made us and God loves us. But we
seem to have a hard time believing that and so we think we have to build our
self-worth in other ways.
That is our
problem and that is what leads us to do things like put down other people in an
effort to feel better about ourselves. That is what leads to things like greed
when we think that we will have more value when we have more stuff. It really
is the root of all our other problems.
Paul tells of his
own struggle with this insidious force in his life. It leads him, he says, to
do the very things that he doesn’t want to do because the pull is that strong.
Even laws and rules don’t help. In fact, they make it all worse because when we
inevitably break them or see other people break them they just give us another
excuse to think worse of ourselves or look down on somebody else.
And so the cycle
continues and we feel like we will never be able to break out of it and so Paul
cries out in despair, “Wretched
man that I am! Who will rescue me from this body of death?” But there is hope because Paul goes on from
there to say, “Thanks be to God through
Jesus Christ our Lord!”
And so, yes, we need to talk about
sin in the life of the church. We need desperately to come to terms with this
force in our lives that leads us so far away from the path that we need to
follow. But we really need to come to terms with what we actually mean when we
talk about sin.
Jesus does set
you free from the power of sin. Not simply by offering you forgiveness for all
of your regrets and failures and mistakes (though he does offer you that when
that is what you need). More important though, Jesus sets you free from the
power of sin by letting you know just how much you really matter.
I’m going to
close with a very explicit application of all of this. Here is what I want you
to do with it. Stop putting down other people to feel better about yourself.
Stop holding someone else back because you think it gets you farther ahead.
Don’t tell me that you don’t do that because we all do. See the part in the
Bible where it says we are all sinners. It’s just that some of us are more
subtle about it than others. Examine yourself this week and, when you catch yourself
doing it, tell yourself that you don’t need to. You are beloved by God.
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